28/09-2008

just reach home after a drinks outside...i meet him just now for a simple dinner..meet him after so many days, yes, I MISS YOU..
received a msg from you, but i thought it was you sending the wrong msg, because the msg was like connected with another previous msg, but i didn't msg you for the whole day cause i say i wont fan you anymore..but you told me that a msg for me, i hope it was true and i really really hope so...just tell me the truth...dun ever lie to me, tell me the true and i will be feeling better..

keep finding something better for me to do so i wouldn't think so much like last few days, and i'm feeling much more better today cause i know i will be meeting him today although is was just a very very very simple dinner, but i still appreciate it..the feelings are so confusing, i dunno how to describe it by now, no word can say out my feelings..

dunno how will i pass my day tomorrow cause i know it will be another boring day, i know i shouldn't think that much anymore, but the feelings is still strong, i'm afraid of it, i scare i will be awake in the midnight, the feeling of being alone is quite scary actually..
anyway, i think i should not thinking that much anymore, it was enough..

tomorrow will be a better day, i believe
I MISS YOU, nitez