在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
思走了
去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我会永远爱你
最近很无聊，在一个网站看到了这样的一个故事，听到了这样的一首歌。。
一个17岁的女孩在她自杀前写给她男朋友的一首歌，
女孩患了癌症，她用了自杀来结束自己的生命！！
虽然不知道故事的可信度高不高，
我只知道简单的歌词，优美的旋律，深深地打动了我！！
虽然我不曾真正尝试生死的感觉，但是离别的痛苦，我可是深深的体会到了！！
在别人的故事当中，我领悟了许多，
他们的故事，让我留了不少的泪，虽然只用了文字来表达！！
想想如果生死有一天会发生在我的身上，
我会用如何的心情来面对，我想我真的会崩溃，
我宁可他们不知道我爱他们，我宁可默默得守候，
我也不要他们离开这个世界，永远的离开我，
虽然这样的想法很自私，
我更知道生离死别，是我们都要经历的！！
我想如果有天离开的会是我，
最后一次的我爱你，我真的没勇气说出口，
我也知道，还活在这世上的时候，
我们更要学会珍惜身边的每个人！！
“我爱你”这三个字，简简单单的三个字，
不是每个人都有勇气说出口，
但简单的三个字，却有了很重大的意义，
一句真心的“我爱你”，
胜过了一百句随口说出的“我爱你”！！
我还记得你最后一次的“我爱你”，
一句不真心的“我爱你”，
一句让我心痛好久的“我爱你”，
你的“我爱你”，
好不自在，好不切实际！！
我曾经告诉过你，
你的“我爱你”，好随便，
你的“我爱你”，不再真心！！
不是每个人都有机会说“我爱你”，
所以，珍惜每个可以说“我爱你”的机会，
所以，真心的“我爱你”，真得很重要！！
在还来得及前，珍惜你想珍惜的人，
不要等到一切都来不及时，
才来后悔自己的“我爱你”来的太迟！！
而我的“我爱你”，
直到现在还是没有勇气说出口，
我想我需要的还是时间，还是机会！！
“所谓的曾经，就是幸福”
我珍惜我拥有的曾经，
我更珍惜我拥有过的幸福！！
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
最后一次
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
07/01/2009
Do YOU ever think about ME?
Do YOU ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of night when YOU awake, are YOU calling out my name?
Forget His name,
Forget His face,
Forget His kiss, His warm embrace...
Forget the LOVE that I once knew, remember his has someone new...
Forget him when they played MY song,
Remembering how I cried all night long,
Remember HE had chosen her...
Forget the way HE used to talk,
Forget the things HE used to say,
Remember HE had gone away...
Forget His laugh,
Forget His grin,
Forget the dimples on His chin,
Forget the way HE held ME tight,
Remember HE was with her right now...
Forget the time that went so fast,
Forget the love that moved it's past,
Forget HE said HE will leave ME never,
Remember HE already gone FOREVER!!!!
Do YOU ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of night when YOU awake, are YOU calling out my name?
Forget His name,
Forget His face,
Forget His kiss, His warm embrace...
Forget the LOVE that I once knew, remember his has someone new...
Forget him when they played MY song,
Remembering how I cried all night long,
Remember HE had chosen her...
Forget the way HE used to talk,
Forget the things HE used to say,
Remember HE had gone away...
Forget His laugh,
Forget His grin,
Forget the dimples on His chin,
Forget the way HE held ME tight,
Remember HE was with her right now...
Forget the time that went so fast,
Forget the love that moved it's past,
Forget HE said HE will leave ME never,
Remember HE already gone FOREVER!!!!
Monday, January 5, 2009
SMILE FOR YOU
Smiling is infectious, you catch it like a flu,
When someone smile at me today, I started smiling too!!
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin,
When he smiled, I realized I'd passed it on to him.
I thought about that smile than I realized its worth...
A single smile, just like mine could travel around the world,
So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undectected.
Let's start and epidemic quick, and get the world infected,
Because...
EVERYONE NEED A SMILE...
A DEEP AND SWEET SMILE!!!!
When someone smile at me today, I started smiling too!!
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin,
When he smiled, I realized I'd passed it on to him.
I thought about that smile than I realized its worth...
A single smile, just like mine could travel around the world,
So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undectected.
Let's start and epidemic quick, and get the world infected,
Because...
EVERYONE NEED A SMILE...
A DEEP AND SWEET SMILE!!!!
5/01/2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
YaYaYa, I know I'm abit late for the greeting, but still I still wanna shout out HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Recalling back my memory on the new year eve...
I like fireworks actually, but I choose to stay at house alone during new year eve...
Don't feel like going out, but no doubt, I feel lonely when the clock showing me is 12am sharp...
Everyone out there is shouting HAPPY NEW YEAR, but me myself just wishing myself silently!!
MC ask me to join her, SK ask me to join them as well, but I really don't know WHY will I choose to stay at house...
The Curve was quite near to my house, I can actually heard the sound of the fireworks, the first tears of my 2009 just dropping like this, shame huh...
The first time I feel so lonely during new year eve, I keep telling myself to enjoy to the max before the eve, but still....
Anyway, 2008 had reach an end...
I should not said that it is a tough year for me, the only bad thing only happen on September, I should feel grateful for that...
Atleast I'm celebrating 2007 new year eve with him,
Atleast I had my last valentine celebration wit him,
Atleast I had my 21st birthday celebration with him,
Atleast I had my last Chinese New Year celebration with him,
Atleast I can celebrated his 21st birthday with him,
Atleast I went Hong Kong with him,
Atleast Atleast and Atleast, so why not i feel grateful right?
The first christmas celebration without him,
The first new year eve celebration without him,
and I know that, I will be celebrating,
2009 birthday without him,
2009 valentine without him,
2009 chinese new year without him,
and so on...
Life still goes on,
Better in time,
Times can heal it...
I keep reminding me the same damm things again and again,
and i believe that my year 2009 will be awesome and i will be better and better...
Although I do not have any perfect, joyful and enjoyable new year eve celebration, but I do believe that I will still have some sort of surprise on the upcoming event,
" SURPRISE MAKE ME FEEL WARM!!!"
Wahahaha....
Happy New Year, everyone out day...
Happy COW Year,
Happy LEMBU Year...
Happy 2009...
YaYaYa, I know I'm abit late for the greeting, but still I still wanna shout out HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Recalling back my memory on the new year eve...
I like fireworks actually, but I choose to stay at house alone during new year eve...
Don't feel like going out, but no doubt, I feel lonely when the clock showing me is 12am sharp...
Everyone out there is shouting HAPPY NEW YEAR, but me myself just wishing myself silently!!
MC ask me to join her, SK ask me to join them as well, but I really don't know WHY will I choose to stay at house...
The Curve was quite near to my house, I can actually heard the sound of the fireworks, the first tears of my 2009 just dropping like this, shame huh...
The first time I feel so lonely during new year eve, I keep telling myself to enjoy to the max before the eve, but still....
Anyway, 2008 had reach an end...
I should not said that it is a tough year for me, the only bad thing only happen on September, I should feel grateful for that...
Atleast I'm celebrating 2007 new year eve with him,
Atleast I had my last valentine celebration wit him,
Atleast I had my 21st birthday celebration with him,
Atleast I had my last Chinese New Year celebration with him,
Atleast I can celebrated his 21st birthday with him,
Atleast I went Hong Kong with him,
Atleast Atleast and Atleast, so why not i feel grateful right?
The first christmas celebration without him,
The first new year eve celebration without him,
and I know that, I will be celebrating,
2009 birthday without him,
2009 valentine without him,
2009 chinese new year without him,
and so on...
Life still goes on,
Better in time,
Times can heal it...
I keep reminding me the same damm things again and again,
and i believe that my year 2009 will be awesome and i will be better and better...
Although I do not have any perfect, joyful and enjoyable new year eve celebration, but I do believe that I will still have some sort of surprise on the upcoming event,
" SURPRISE MAKE ME FEEL WARM!!!"
Wahahaha....
Happy New Year, everyone out day...
Happy COW Year,
Happy LEMBU Year...
Happy 2009...
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