17/10/2008

I miss you but not YOU!!!!

went to pavilion today, spend a lot of money but i'm happy with it...i need no permission, i need no controlling by someone anymore, i got my freedom, and i'm enjoying myself so much....spend all my precious time with my friends and also my dearest family...

on my diet plan recently...as what i had promised Mr. R, i will went for a photoshooting by him after a month, which i hope my plan will be success...haha, he promise to take some nice and pretty photo for me, he promise to give it as my very very late 21st birthday present..haha, but Mr. R, don't put the title as "lonely Girl" because i'm not lonely at all ma...no worries, after a month we will see the results...i will get my confident back and i will be as pretty as i wishes, wahahaha...you better prepare to capture the nice photo of me, if not leh...you will know...

mummy want me to pack all my collection of teddy bears into a big boxes and place it in the store, included the bear he given to me...i thought i will be feeling sad, i'm not actually..i thought i can sleep well while i'm hugging that bear, but i sleep even better when i throw it aside...the only things i feel "bu she de" is all mine collection of McD teddy bears..dont throw them away can ah, they will miss me wan lo...pack everythings of him into a big boxes last week as well, i don't need anythings from him anymore...never been this hurt before, and i believe i deserve a better one, even a perfect wan..

planning to continue my study back ASAP, feel like going to oversea, new life, new enviroment, new friends, and everythings are NEW...
i lost a BF, but i have a lots of friends...a lots of friends who i can share everythings, a lots of friends who i can chat with them till late night...that why i said "I'm not lonely although i got my freedome" ma.....that why i realize, we should enjoy while we are young...
life no take 2 ma...

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